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December 16th, 2008
10:56 pm - love love christmas
okay.
so far, im getting pretty used to going to work attachment and im pretty good friends with the staff there. Now its not such a drag to go to work everyday, its just that i dont get as much sleep , thats all but its okay cos i slept ALOT as compared to these past weeks. 5 more weeks till PRCP ends!hahaha.yea, time just flew by.haha.
christmas is coming!i love christmas. although it feels abit weird cos kor isint with us this year and we spend xmas together as a family every year. oh well, people grow up.hahaha.
morning shift tml :x
absolutely hate waking up early.
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November 12th, 2008
08:55 pm - emo steff
im into the 4th week of attachment now. 10 more weeks to go. time passes by sooo slowly! i wish i could fast forward time to jan.hahaha.
despite the severe fatigue that im suffering from, im getting pretty used to the ward and responsibilities i have to take on now that im going to grad soon. i started to take cases and write report and basically following the staff nurse around, doing what she tells me to. of course, making every decision with 'critical thinking'.hahaha. my feet feel super tired and are like swollen and i have absolutely no energy to go out or do anything else except stay home. haha. next week i will be doing night shift, something im super looking forward to!hahaha.
i totally cant wait to grad. although i have no idea what im going to do for the next yr before i go uni. i just want to go to a beach and relax, read a book and just...do nothing. there's soooo much i want to do! all i know is that im soooo not going to continue with nursing.
people ask me "if ure not continuing with nursing, why study nursing" . im still searching for the answer to the this million dollar question. i guess, i did intially have great passion for it, but once i stepped into the clinical field, my whole perception of nursing changed 180 degrees. i used to enjoy going to attachment, but not anymore. its like sucking the life out of me. ive been reflecting for a few months now, what is the exact reason that made me take up nursing? i guess, partially cause of daddy. seeing how doctors are highly respected and socially accepted, i wanted to be in a somewhat similar position.(because obviously, i cant be a doctor. too much studying for me.hahaha.)so the next choice, nursing lor!hahaha. This is what happens when you make stupid decisions.haha. i cant help but think that ive wasted 3 years.
BUT
i will try to remember what i have learnt in my 3 years of nursing school, in case of emergencies and to treat myself next time!hahaha.
and not forgetting the wonderful friends ive made in nursing school!they shall not be forgotten.hahaha.
well, hopefully the LORD will reveal to me the plans He has in stored for me!
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October 16th, 2008
03:23 am - i wish i could teleport to the future
love korea. i wish i had more time there. but nooooo...got to face reality and come back to hot spore.1 week of pure fun and freedom before the real torture starts. 14 weeks.14 weeks. God, please make it go past fast. i cant wait to graduate and travel and do things that make me happy. i keep psycho-ing my self diploma diploma diploma. I WILL NOT give up. 3 years of pure hard work and sweat. I CAN DO THIS!
needed to rant for awhile there.
love holidays. no care in the world and i can wake up anytime i want.muahahaha. like mabel says, 'your'e a bum, you know that?'
i hate the feeling of making a decision that will change your life, that will decide your future.
i wish i could stop time
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: timmo's singing
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August 24th, 2008
11:12 pm - the dreaded time has come
i cant believe its been 1 school term since ive blogged. i guess im just lazy.
stupid live journal is being very slow so i wont upload pics from my very UBER short holiday which lasted a week.
i cant believe im finally doing my final year attachment. suddenly a great huge grey cloud is over my head and like, im filled with despair.i know im like suppose to be sleeping cos i need to wake up at 7 tml but i keep telling myself if i sleep now, tomorrow will come faster. oh well, i guess this attachment is inevitable.as jolene said, think optimistic.yes.i will.
went for IDP today with mummy and learnt alot of new stuff on uni's in aus. there are sooooooo many courses to choose from and like what daddy said, the difficult part for me is that i can choose any course i want unlike some other people, not bragging here. Daddy's not very helpful though, he says: do what you want to do. I KNOW. but i don't know what i want to do!
oh well. just get through this 5 months of attachment without failing or killing someone.
Lord, show me your will for me and the path you want me to take.
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June 26th, 2008
07:54 pm - lovers in japan
the fun filled packed holidays are over and im into the first week of school.
and im sick. someone spread this horrible flu to me and im suffering cause of that now.grrr.
church camp was super fun, so was youth camp. although i felt a little tired during the camp.
church camp was amazing man. i managed to hang out with my good friends and my roomie, caron! Played bang into the wee hours in the morning,went swimming,became blacker,played tennis and captains ball and lazed by the pool.the life of a beach bum!hahahahahaha.plus, i learnt alot from Ps Michael Ross Watson.
well, i just finished listening to coldplay's new album, viva lavida and have concluded that i am a coldplay fan. Like seriously, i can listen to their music over and over again, without feeling bored.
i also love kings of convenience and the sex and the city soundtrack!lovely music.hahaha.listening to these music makes me happy!haha.
anyways, projects projects and more projects are pilling up. not forgetting my FYP which is still ongoing at NUH. Lord, i need your strength
i bet im sick cos of all the stress and llttle time to rest!
2 more mths to attachments
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May 12th, 2008
01:07 am - cars and me
the pain of having a car in your driveway, which you can use BUT then again cant use because you dont have your licence is unbearable. Its like, i go to school, taking 2 buses and 15 MRT stops. As i walk out the gate, there the car is, no one using it, no one who is going to use AND I CANT USE IT! i mean, i know i shouldnt complain because mummy sends me to school most of the time but still! i take my hat off who live in the east and go to NP everyday. well done people.
i wish i was born earlier in the year. if only i had'nt failed my 1st final theory. i would have my licence now.
God is obviously teaching me a great lesson on patience.
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April 29th, 2008
11:09 pm - rock and roll!
es and his 'rocker' face
tim chay concentrating hard, trying to beat es
es and timmo playing guitar hero is a pretty funny sight, i must say.went to blooies to meet them for a drink and then to my house to play guitar hero, which is like extremely fun.haha. its great to have a pub 1 metre away from your home.hahahaha.
i cant believe its already the third week of school and CT's are in the 8th week. time flies by like mad.soon, i'll be doing my OT/ED posting and then off to PRCP for 3 mths...not something im looking forward to.
sigh.
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April 23rd, 2008
10:44 pm - hello seniors
dress day
jamie and elliott, all ready to eat!
before....
after!
we were so bloated
hahaha.elliott looks hilarious. she had that lollipop stick in her mouth for like 1 hr...
school has offically started.
still getting used the waking up early and the long journeys home. first week and we already have projects due.sheesh. had to buy the stupid pda which is a total waste of money. i mean, y cant we just use the old fashion way: log book and pen.
went for major eating session at crystal jade with jamie,eugenie and elliott. it was a spur of the moment when elliott said " i feel like eating xiao long bao" and in unison we said 'OKAY". i just love having friends who actually love food. we spent 95 bucks on food. bamboo shoot,xiao long bao, la mian, red bean pancake...and more. hahaha.i bet the waitress was disgusted by us.
need to start sending in my applications to universities and start thinking on my future. seriously, i dont know what im going to do. i have total trust in God right now.Going overseas for me is going to be a huge step of being independent since ive never been away for more than a month from my parents and i have been spoiled rotten by them. But i cant help but feel a sense of excitement!
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April 11th, 2008
11:57 pm - goodbye happy hour
me and taipei 101
e lovely bunch.
e very sleepy fiona fast asleep at TIMBRE at all places!hahaha.
well, its approaching the end of this very long holiday. i must say, i am kinda looking forward to starting school.i just miss going to school and seeing my friends. i cant believe its my final year and in a years time, i will be a graduate of NP!time flies past by so very quickly. met fiona and dina for dinner at boat quay and then headed off to timbre for some drinks. and fiona fell asleep. and she only drank one glass of pina colada. amazing man.
went to smoke seesha (or however u spell it) last week with claire dina and fiona. havent gone out with claire in ages. went to hagi lane and randomly picked a place. i would not really want to try it again. it was not pleasant at all.and its unhealthy too.hahaha.but it was a fun experience and e food was great.
oh well..bye bye holidays.hello 3rd year.
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