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December 16th, 2008
10:56 pm - love love christmas
okay.
so far, im getting pretty used to going to work attachment and im pretty good friends with the staff there. Now its not such a drag to go to work everyday, its just that i dont get as much sleep , thats all but its okay cos i slept ALOT as compared to these past weeks. 5 more weeks till PRCP ends!hahaha.yea, time just flew by.haha.
christmas is coming!i love christmas. although it feels abit weird cos kor isint with us this year and we spend xmas together as a family every year. oh well, people grow up.hahaha.
morning shift tml :x
absolutely hate waking up early.
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November 12th, 2008
08:55 pm - emo steff
im into the 4th week of attachment now. 10 more weeks to go. time passes by sooo slowly! i wish i could fast forward time to jan.hahaha.
despite the severe fatigue that im suffering from, im getting pretty used to the ward and responsibilities i have to take on now that im going to grad soon. i started to take cases and write report and basically following the staff nurse around, doing what she tells me to. of course, making every decision with 'critical thinking'.hahaha. my feet feel super tired and are like swollen and i have absolutely no energy to go out or do anything else except stay home. haha. next week i will be doing night shift, something im super looking forward to!hahaha.
i totally cant wait to grad. although i have no idea what im going to do for the next yr before i go uni. i just want to go to a beach and relax, read a book and just...do nothing. there's soooo much i want to do! all i know is that im soooo not going to continue with nursing.
people ask me "if ure not continuing with nursing, why study nursing" . im still searching for the answer to the this million dollar question. i guess, i did intially have great passion for it, but once i stepped into the clinical field, my whole perception of nursing changed 180 degrees. i used to enjoy going to attachment, but not anymore. its like sucking the life out of me. ive been reflecting for a few months now, what is the exact reason that made me take up nursing? i guess, partially cause of daddy. seeing how doctors are highly respected and socially accepted, i wanted to be in a somewhat similar position.(because obviously, i cant be a doctor. too much studying for me.hahaha.)so the next choice, nursing lor!hahaha. This is what happens when you make stupid decisions.haha. i cant help but think that ive wasted 3 years.
BUT
i will try to remember what i have learnt in my 3 years of nursing school, in case of emergencies and to treat myself next time!hahaha.
and not forgetting the wonderful friends ive made in nursing school!they shall not be forgotten.hahaha.
well, hopefully the LORD will reveal to me the plans He has in stored for me!
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October 16th, 2008
03:23 am - i wish i could teleport to the future
love korea. i wish i had more time there. but nooooo...got to face reality and come back to hot spore.1 week of pure fun and freedom before the real torture starts. 14 weeks.14 weeks. God, please make it go past fast. i cant wait to graduate and travel and do things that make me happy. i keep psycho-ing my self diploma diploma diploma. I WILL NOT give up. 3 years of pure hard work and sweat. I CAN DO THIS!
needed to rant for awhile there.
love holidays. no care in the world and i can wake up anytime i want.muahahaha. like mabel says, 'your'e a bum, you know that?'
i hate the feeling of making a decision that will change your life, that will decide your future.
i wish i could stop time
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/nolegs/thoughtful.gif) contemplative
Current Music: timmo's singing
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August 24th, 2008
11:12 pm - the dreaded time has come
i cant believe its been 1 school term since ive blogged. i guess im just lazy.
stupid live journal is being very slow so i wont upload pics from my very UBER short holiday which lasted a week.
i cant believe im finally doing my final year attachment. suddenly a great huge grey cloud is over my head and like, im filled with despair.i know im like suppose to be sleeping cos i need to wake up at 7 tml but i keep telling myself if i sleep now, tomorrow will come faster. oh well, i guess this attachment is inevitable.as jolene said, think optimistic.yes.i will.
went for IDP today with mummy and learnt alot of new stuff on uni's in aus. there are sooooooo many courses to choose from and like what daddy said, the difficult part for me is that i can choose any course i want unlike some other people, not bragging here. Daddy's not very helpful though, he says: do what you want to do. I KNOW. but i don't know what i want to do!
oh well. just get through this 5 months of attachment without failing or killing someone.
Lord, show me your will for me and the path you want me to take.
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June 26th, 2008
07:54 pm - lovers in japan
the fun filled packed holidays are over and im into the first week of school.
and im sick. someone spread this horrible flu to me and im suffering cause of that now.grrr.
church camp was super fun, so was youth camp. although i felt a little tired during the camp.
church camp was amazing man. i managed to hang out with my good friends and my roomie, caron! Played bang into the wee hours in the morning,went swimming,became blacker,played tennis and captains ball and lazed by the pool.the life of a beach bum!hahahahahaha.plus, i learnt alot from Ps Michael Ross Watson.
well, i just finished listening to coldplay's new album, viva lavida and have concluded that i am a coldplay fan. Like seriously, i can listen to their music over and over again, without feeling bored.
i also love kings of convenience and the sex and the city soundtrack!lovely music.hahaha.listening to these music makes me happy!haha.
anyways, projects projects and more projects are pilling up. not forgetting my FYP which is still ongoing at NUH. Lord, i need your strength
i bet im sick cos of all the stress and llttle time to rest!
2 more mths to attachments
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May 12th, 2008
01:07 am - cars and me
the pain of having a car in your driveway, which you can use BUT then again cant use because you dont have your licence is unbearable. Its like, i go to school, taking 2 buses and 15 MRT stops. As i walk out the gate, there the car is, no one using it, no one who is going to use AND I CANT USE IT! i mean, i know i shouldnt complain because mummy sends me to school most of the time but still! i take my hat off who live in the east and go to NP everyday. well done people.
i wish i was born earlier in the year. if only i had'nt failed my 1st final theory. i would have my licence now.
God is obviously teaching me a great lesson on patience.
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April 29th, 2008
11:09 pm - rock and roll!
es and his 'rocker' face
tim chay concentrating hard, trying to beat es
es and timmo playing guitar hero is a pretty funny sight, i must say.went to blooies to meet them for a drink and then to my house to play guitar hero, which is like extremely fun.haha. its great to have a pub 1 metre away from your home.hahahaha.
i cant believe its already the third week of school and CT's are in the 8th week. time flies by like mad.soon, i'll be doing my OT/ED posting and then off to PRCP for 3 mths...not something im looking forward to.
sigh.
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April 23rd, 2008
10:44 pm - hello seniors
dress day
jamie and elliott, all ready to eat!
before....
after!
we were so bloated
hahaha.elliott looks hilarious. she had that lollipop stick in her mouth for like 1 hr...
school has offically started.
still getting used the waking up early and the long journeys home. first week and we already have projects due.sheesh. had to buy the stupid pda which is a total waste of money. i mean, y cant we just use the old fashion way: log book and pen.
went for major eating session at crystal jade with jamie,eugenie and elliott. it was a spur of the moment when elliott said " i feel like eating xiao long bao" and in unison we said 'OKAY". i just love having friends who actually love food. we spent 95 bucks on food. bamboo shoot,xiao long bao, la mian, red bean pancake...and more. hahaha.i bet the waitress was disgusted by us.
need to start sending in my applications to universities and start thinking on my future. seriously, i dont know what im going to do. i have total trust in God right now.Going overseas for me is going to be a huge step of being independent since ive never been away for more than a month from my parents and i have been spoiled rotten by them. But i cant help but feel a sense of excitement!
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April 11th, 2008
11:57 pm - goodbye happy hour
me and taipei 101
e lovely bunch.
e very sleepy fiona fast asleep at TIMBRE at all places!hahaha.
well, its approaching the end of this very long holiday. i must say, i am kinda looking forward to starting school.i just miss going to school and seeing my friends. i cant believe its my final year and in a years time, i will be a graduate of NP!time flies past by so very quickly. met fiona and dina for dinner at boat quay and then headed off to timbre for some drinks. and fiona fell asleep. and she only drank one glass of pina colada. amazing man.
went to smoke seesha (or however u spell it) last week with claire dina and fiona. havent gone out with claire in ages. went to hagi lane and randomly picked a place. i would not really want to try it again. it was not pleasant at all.and its unhealthy too.hahaha.but it was a fun experience and e food was great.
oh well..bye bye holidays.hello 3rd year.
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March 29th, 2008
11:04 pm - bbq at the Peng's
TRYING to start the bbq
party people
Finally had the bbq/meet up with my ij friends at my house.i miss them sooo much man. its amazing how we all have been friends since pri/sc school till now. and i still cant believe they r going to uni soon. time seriously flew by all these years. e last time we had a bbq was on grad night to celebrate graduation/fiona's 16th. sometimes, i wonder if i hadnt gone to poly, how would i have done for e A's and what course would i have choosen in uni.hmmm.oh well. im happy where i am now : )
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March 27th, 2008
12:48 am - the past catches up with you
i cleaned my room today.pretty proud of myself. transformed my room to the original state.hahaha. i managed to find a drape for my bay window sofa thingy and my mum told me that my great grandma sewed it with her labour of love. And it kinda made me miss her. Although she passed away when i was prob 5 or 6, i can still remember how she took care of us and how she loved us so much despite of all the naughty things we as kids did. She was really a Godly women and if you met her, she really had this kindness and love aura around her. She was the type of person who would accept you despite of your past faults and despite all your wrong doings and will just look at who you really are inside.
i miss her
at least she's back home with God.
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March 23rd, 2008
04:12 pm - the greatest sacrifice of all
Take me to the manger so humble
Take me to the streets where He walked
Take me where the grand teacher taught us
Take me to the cross
Lead me to the tomb of rejoicing
Show me where my freedom was fought
Show me where my sin was forgiven
Take me to the cross Help me know and love His people
Help me see His divine plan
Help me have the courage to be more than what I am
Keep me looking for His coming
Crashing through both time and space
Keep me as a beggar longing for a taste of grace today is resurrection sunday and i cant help but have this feeling of gratitude towards God ; how he sacrificed his own son to redeem sinners like all mankind. How he loves us so very much that Jesus had to die such a terrible death. How he will always be there for us no matter what the circumstances. all i can say is thank you.
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March 17th, 2008
10:56 pm - i love cranberry juice
the horrible flight of stairs we had to conquer to get there
eugenie is as tired as the red man
the things we do with a wall!hahaha.
God's hoho's (without clarissa)
FINALLY attachment is over and my holidays are here!i already made a plan for what i need and want to accomplish over these few weeks. Went to the spore arts museum with ellie,jolene and eug to see the greek pieces. pretty interesting. but i guess our attention span for art is short lived.haha. we went to old school at mt sophia. pretty cool place!its a bit like dempsy but MUCH smaller. We like went home at 8 plus cos we were soooooo exhausted since we worked morning shift. my eyes could harldly open as i walked home.
celebrated Charlene's sweet 16 on sat which was pretty fun. huey treated the cell to pizza.that means next time its my turn to treat.oh man.hahaha.
i love the holidays. the only disadvantage of it is that i go broke really fast. oh man. went for dinner with mabes and spent so much already. NOT good.
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March 9th, 2008
10:36 pm - friends like these make life sooo much better : )
3rd week of attachment is finally over and we have 1 more week to go!super happy. to celebrate, chester,eug,jolene and i went to watch a movie and went for dinner at timbre. i miss all of them soooo much ( including ellie).i never realized that i spent sooo much time with them that when suddenly i dont see them for 2 weeks, its like a breath of fresh air!hahaha.
anyway, went for "opeartion icarus" last night. came home at 7am this morning and slept for like...11 hrs.i was exhausted.but it was fun!manged to catch up with huey and caron during our 3 hr stay on e bridge at pasirris park.hahaha.fun fun.
anyway, ive been coming up with my 'to-do list' for e hols. and i have ALOT of things to do man. but if anyone wants to go out, just gimme a call! i need to catch up with lots of people man.
pics of "operation icarus" are on my facebook.lazy to add here.
cheerio!
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February 25th, 2008
12:05 am - think positive think positive
oh man oh man oh man..my attachments have yet started again.time to drag my feet to work.i keep telling myself to think positive and that i will get something good out of it like learning..but somehow my heart just wants to stay home and like.sleep.hahaha.its already 12 am and i need to wake up at 7 tml but i if i sleep, 7am will come faster.
im so lazy.my goodness. i will have to be doing this for like a living and im still not used to it.sheesh. im just counting down the days till 14 of march comes!cant wait for taiwan trip!
things to do this holiday:
1.Get through attachments
2.clean my room
3.read more
4.get back on track with QT
5.bake more
6.exercise more
7.play lots and lots of wii
8.get a job...? (although it will never happen.hahaha)
9.meet up with IJ friends
played wii with kor,jie and dorothy today.its super fun!now my arm hurts cos of the baseball game.i love it!im like going to play it everyday.hehe.im going to make it one of the highlights of my day!
Current Location: homeeeeeeeeeee : )
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February 17th, 2008
02:43 am - a picture paints a thousand words
pictures of me and my "dates" on vday!
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February 15th, 2008
12:04 am - heads up!
valentines day .
a overly-commercialized day that seriously, makes you waste your money.
haha.
finally went out of my house other than the library and the gym to meet ellie,jolene and eug.we had our annual 14feb lunch at hard rock cafe where the portions are humongous. no wonder so many ang moh's like to go there.next time im going there, im ordering the starters. we were very amused with our very scary indian waitress who like..was super scary.but she turned out to be pretty nice anyway.
went to watch sweeny todd. which is a very dark dark show and the blood is fake.seriously fake. but i have to confess, i like closed my eyes at the part where he slashed his customers jugular veins.i hope i never have to see blood spurting out of the jugular veins in hospital man. not a very pretty sight. i noticed people werent eating the cinema.haha. i wonder why.
today was a much awaited breather from all the studying that is still pilled up and i dont know whether i absorbed much. i hope i did.
the week is already coming to an end and 1 more week to attachments.
i must say,not the highlight of my holidays
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February 12th, 2008
11:01 pm - mediocre bad guys
best shows ever.
been home studying everyday.
im going mad studying ns1 and ns2.havent even started on pharmo.i can predict pharmoco is going to be horrible to study.
GRR.hate exams.my worst enemy.
anyway, looking forward to my 1 mth hol.still dont know wad im going to do. i want to get a job but i know i wont..knowing how lazy i am.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/nolegs/cranky.gif) cranky
Current Music: rilo kiley-dreamworld
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February 8th, 2008
11:22 pm - gong xi fa cai
MY NEW CAR!( i wish)
pretty cousins
grandma
peng siblings!
cousins
long -time -never-take-pic-together cousins
the beauty of family
Current Location: homeeeeeeeeeee : )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/nolegs/rejuvenated.gif) rejuvenated
Current Music: kings of convenience-know how
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